I need a philosopher and a mathematician for this question?

I had a near death experience with shrooms, where I saw a white light at the end of the tunnel. I had a choice to eather go towards the light or unwind back to reality. I when back to reality and I'm here now. I have been always curious, I have seen and read many things about fractals. Very deep at the end of a repetition of a fractal all the points get together to form itself. I have seen animated videos of fractals and I know this is just a computer effect but, for example at the end of the Mandelbrot (a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=foxD6ZQlnlU)" rel="nofollow"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=foxD6ZQln…/a it produces a bright light from the combination of all the shades, and I wonder...what if life is like that? What if the end of life is like the end of a fractal where you see the white light, to start another shape of my self (being reborn?) indefinably? I just wanna know what you guys think.