Why haven't I really grieved over this?

my mom ped a couple of years ago and I rememeber kissing her head and going home with my brother when i was 16 and she died shortly after..I never cried i even went to school the next day, and kept going and going without shedding a tear, wondering what was wrong with me why wasnt i crying i loved my mom! I have recently started to find myself grieving all these years later! Why? because we go through grieving processes, sometimes it starts with denial, then, anger ect everyone is different the way the grieve, especially if its a sudden death and you didnt get to have time to say goodbye, like with my mom it was all to sudden-You will grieve eventually and when you feel that urge to cry lock yourself in the bathroom and cry you eyes out!!! :) Read up on this it helped me! a href="http://www.memorialhospital.org/library/general/stress-THE-3.html" rel="nofollow"http://www.memorialhospital.org/library/…/a